Losing Parents...A part of life where you lose your mind and your sense of direction Losing parents...A part of life where you must ease your mind and commit heart acceptance Losing parents...A part of life where you broken and empty always haunted by the past tense Losing parents...start doubting God's existence no longer going to church create a distance. Losing a parent always juggles the brain, confusingly transparent cause it puzzles the pain, the heart bounded by chains if pain was art there'd be many stains they say you heal eventually but a broken heart remains, suicidal thoughts in ma medulla driving me insane, At a very young age was rolling blunts smoking mary Jane, erase the pain for minutes since my heart can't actually contain, Mom and dad not alive two coaches down that's a broken train. asking God if i deserve to go through this, we niggas act painless but cry since we can't handle shit,i hope when i die I'll die rich,do it f9r for ma son to live a life with no glitch.