i cant hold back anymore, every body keeps coming through my door. i cant get alone by myself, evrybody keeps bothering me its like there swells. i just want to run away, i forgot i will soon have no food because i have to pay. but i have a friend to talk to, but i have some friends just a few.so i went to my best friends house,when i got there he didn't tell me he got cows. but that didn't matter right now, suddenly i came to him i heard a meow. wait that got i need a emotional supporting animal, i asked my parents and they said im not responsible. that made worst, i was about to burst. but i didn't so i just leason to sad music all day,last night my friend said can i go over and stay, so i said sure,i told my friend i need a cure. but no you dont you are just dealing with teenager life,i said it feals like im getting stabbed by a nife. he said i will get over it someday, i was thinking to runaway. but daid that is not going to fix anything, but this is the end and i just can't wait tell spring.