D_Jay- f reality** been awhile since I been on here posting. it was for a reason I had my kids my girl and my life back. there's so many things I coulve done different, and I don't wish I could've I can't, I hope and have faith that it's all going to come back to me. trust in GOD, don't always believe what you see believe we all can have a good life if we stopped saying if and started saying we.