through the pain

There's a moth on my window seal And it came to die alone Through the pain of the pouring rain I gaze into the storm And I imagine I'm the son of a man Who will hold me close and near With these bruises on my face I cry While I pray to disappear Lately I've been afraid of myself The closer that I get to rain The more I feel at home, the further I'm away And all that I feel is pain Count me, count me, call my name Don't leave me out in shame and my shirt is all blood-stained And the devil's forever in my veins The morning's a cross I bear when I wake Am I asleep if I've broken my faith? Down on my knees, can you hear me when I pray? Or am I a little too late? When the weeping willow tree sways from the breeze I float away To the end of the world, to the moon, to the stars To the heavens where I'm safe I'm a child, not a prey, I'm an angel, enslaved I'm a life, I'm a world, I'm a rose, with the waste Wake me up, let me live, let me breathe, let me breathe Give me love, give me soul, give me guidance, give me peace