I Don't feel bad , I don't feel sad at the fact we chose different paths we proved we couldn't last , trying to earn this love but the dramas all we ever had with your Knive in my back I couldn't stand it like my childhood parents misunderstood this anger until I matched it like my dad who packed it son I ain't coming back damn well I just pulled to a local storage sorry if these lyrics gets boring, I park inside Got the red eyes Fuck it suicide I got a hose running through my window Straight from exhaust My mind I lost I could NVR find my cause Considering myself a lost and I wanted you to know I'm happy you saw my downfall But don't fucking say I NVR been down thru it all even though some of what we do to another is wrong still not enough to come to our senses during a fight and pause to talk it off to be real i kinda think it odd today that you even called its funny after so long you did say go after what you want well this emptiness is all i got don't remember anything less then a short fuze ima Bomb bout to go off reminiscing got me Second guessing as I sit in my car But the carbon dioxide already filled the garage And I spark this flame didn't think It end this way but what can I say , I'm Just trying end this Rage can't stand another day and I'm sorry to admit Im not strong