Look at those apostels that said, oh my God there is a storm. Even though Joshua was on board. How funny is that? You say that wasn't their bad. They were just scared, of death. Even after everything Joshua has said. How is that possible? Such a big mouth and still they were scared, yes that's how they faired. Just believing in death, not in God, isn't that sad? No you would just say that's normal because we are bad. And just that. Don't change anything of yourself because you will say that's just me, it's myself. It's like my earthly mum has said, people can't ever change, just that. They willl always be like that. Always scared of death, even when the Son of God was in the boat and that's why he said, I'm just tired. Leave me alone, but the apostels were just freaking out and so he said, ok I will stop the storm and you will say I'm just a little worm. No need for changing, I like caching. Putting yourself in a cage that is. Always fearing death death death, the whole society goes like that. Everywhere you go, except the ones that follow someone different. That I know. How funny is that? Christians are the worst fearing death, isn't that sad? I think it's just like that, the same as my rhymes won't do shit. It's a pit. So now I will just sit, shut my mouth and play my harp, paint and do more stuff so I'm not bored. Liking my life as it is, just waiting for Joshua so he will say. Hey that's him. And then I will hug him and stuff you would like to know. But now I will just really go. Job done.