Dear,body sorry I didn’t feed you sorry that I felt like I didn’t need to care for you like I used to I’ve called you so many mean names that you don’t deserve that would cause you to much pain it was insane to the point where I wouldn’t eat because I thought I was either too fat or too skinny it was just to much work to feed you to look at you and think what I could possibly become if I nourish my body with food that makes me feel sick to my stomach I look in the mirror and think to myself who the heck am I why do I look the way I look why can’t I just be not too skinny not to thick But just right like in between or could I just hide and not be seen I wish I had a flat chest like all the other guys out there but no i have lumps on my chest that I can’t get off I hate the person I become I hate the way I look I’m trapped in a body that is full of mistakes It hurts to eat and see me lose weight and it hurts to learn How to love my body when it’s not my body that I see in my eyes it’s someone else’s body not mine why does this have to affect me just let me be I wish I could eat like a normal human being I hate waking up and not wanting to eat but it feels so good but hurts so bad to not eat I’m sorry I didn’t feed you please don’t come to defeat me. Ps. Thx for all the times that you feed me.