thoze dayz

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23 Jan 2023

#horror #medicatedmurder #dark thoze dayz another one of those fucking days when depression stays in my mind dwelling in my thoughts i got to get up out of this mind state i hate that im like this some days feeling useless now maybe if u knew the shit ive had to go through to get to where i am you'd be asking how im standing after all the trauma and pointless drama brought on by my baby mama keepin me away just to be petty when ive be ready to be a fucking dad its pretty sad what i gotta do jumpin through hopes but as a father ill do whatever i gotta for my daughter keep my thoughts of self slaughter dormant because everybodys secretly an informant to the ex baby mama or maybe im just paranoid either way i avoid society cuz nobody really wants to speak to me weve been divided and theyve sided with a narcissistic bitch but ill never quit talking shit fuck that bitch its just one of those days my anger takes over me next thing i know im screaming and im pissed off at the fucking world cuz i just wanna see my baby girl and get her back in arms again so i can stop pretendin that im ok when clearly im fucking not but i just want to say another day of misery is all thats left of me in my heartbreak life so dont act like your surprised when i disappear from a day to a year never know when i wont be here i hope i cleared it up a lil bit because its one of those dayz i dont give a shit

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#horror #medicatedmurder #dark thoze dayz another one of those fucking days when depression stays in my mind dwelling in my thoughts i got to get up out of this mind state i hate that im like this some days feeling useless now maybe if u knew the shit ive had to go through to get to where i am you'd be asking how im standing after all the trauma and pointless drama brought on by my baby mama keepin me away just to be petty when ive be ready to be a fucking dad its pretty sad what i gotta do jumpin through hopes but as a father ill do whatever i gotta for my daughter keep my thoughts of self slaughter dormant because everybodys secretly an informant to the ex baby mama or maybe im just paranoid either way i avoid society cuz nobody really wants to speak to me weve been divided and theyve sided with a narcissistic bitch but ill never quit talking shit fuck that bitch its just one of those days my anger takes over me next thing i know im screaming and im pissed off at the fucking world cuz i just wanna see my baby girl and get her back in arms again so i can stop pretendin that im ok when clearly im fucking not but i just want to say another day of misery is all thats left of me in my heartbreak life so dont act like your surprised when i disappear from a day to a year never know when i wont be here i hope i cleared it up a lil bit because its one of those dayz i dont give a shit

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