up at 2am to 3am to 4am I'm starting to think that this insomnia will never end lucid dreaming this shit has me wondering if I drive off the cliff what'll I see at the end Fighting wit my demons sorry to say I'm losing No weapons only bare fists what I'm using There's a bomb in my head that's no use for defusing Trapped in a cycle til you sense no movement From me Too Scared Lonely Never cared I'm the only one heart on my sleeve Telling me it was just a dream Darkness all around me can't see Starting to think I really found me it ain't what it seems Sick of the demons and their cheeky schemes My reputations what I gotta redeem some niggas struggling just to find peace Finna go to the reverend if you know what I mean feeling so Irrelevant no one cares bout me put my shit into song so nobody can harm me said I'll be okay still don't feel fine, maybe not today someday I'll feel some way 'Til then I'll carry my weight chorus x1