Can't express myself Lyrics [CHORUS] Can't express myself What I'm going through Ruined my health My face is all blue Got no cash I'm broke as hell My life is trash Don't know what to do [Verse 1] She left me standing tall here with no one around, all clear Was my last chance to see her, then she disappears Leaving me in fear, of the night where I might cry tears Blinded by sight, mind's in pain that's severe Crying for hours, at work and in showers Some people show sympathy and give me a bouquet of flowers Some ask the reason of why sadness gets me devoured What gets my mood sour and eats away my brainpower Got no answer to their questions as I've already mentioned That my mind's in pain, life's in vain, don't need no attention So please leave me alone, at my quite home Where I can be with my thoughts and I can mourn For the life that I had and the guy I used to be Whom you won't ever see because now my heart is torn Depression rolls in my head on and on These lines are to warn and inform (That I can't) [CHORUS] Express myself What I'm going through Ruined my health My face is all blue Got no cash I'm broke as hell My life is trash Don't know what to do [Verse 2] Driving the car at 200, eyes being fully red Cause I'm out of tears and this is why my eyes bled That's how much I have cried since I started to ride Got to decide, the way to move on in life I'm tired of this bullshit now I require to get inspired Get my brain rewired, and get retired from this darkness This hole of sadness which seems to be endless Gets me into madness and is a pain in the anus Spending cash monthly, on medicines sadly Medicines to cure all my problems that I have mentally Bought a few illegally and a few from prescription Need to get suspension from illnesses I have sentimentally Enough of the tears and enough of "when will I see her"s Enough of the cigerettes and enough of the beers Now everything's clear, I gotta change my personality Cause actually there ain't no nobility staying in here I need to change, put in the work to escape Build up the rage in me to get out successfully Even though my life's now straight, we won't let it fade That a few hours ago I was in a battling cage (And I couldn't) [CHORUS] Express myself What I was going through Ruined my health My face is all blue Got no cash I'm broke as hell My life is trash Don't know what to do Cause I can't express myself What I was going through Ruined my health My face is all blue Got no cash I'm broke as hell My life is trash Don't know what to do