there are those nights when i don't need no advice when the only thing I need is hug from backwards i remember things that really turn me backwards I've got a lot of trash running in my past tryna fit maself in public buh that's worse seeing everyone as enemy without doubt don't u judge me bah ma looks am never harmless I've been so heartless buh no wonder i hurt less leaving a nightmare so hard to find sleep never been in peace torn me down to a piece everytime that I fall wondering if I'll rise living with the false hopes hoping for the best slots lost a lot in bad days doesn't make me a bad mind am a hero of myself been so firm when I lost losing all but still breath thank you God for my life am alive and still breath many more have lost breth looking young and so fresh maybe some day I'll shine forgetting all I've been through singing in a good voice thanking you for success I'll believe u until death