i need a light to show to me witch way to go its too dark in mind and i can not see the road got no one by my side guess im meant to be alone all the pain in my heart is starting to take a tole been more disapointment then someones good thing its pointless giving love happiness is just a dream had to give up cause it killed myj in u selfesteem conclusion is this world has had enough of me thought i wanted love until i finaly seen how it can be so toxic and make you go insane or sometimes even worse take you straight down to your grave was damn near there my self man those were my weaker days remember being in love opens the door up for pain it shouldnt be like that but thats what love became i learned this shit hands on its a big ol risk to take cause it could break you down make you feel empty inside when nobodys around let the tears fill up your eyes but me i bottle pain keep my feelings deep inside that led me self hate and many questions why here is the only thought that im keepin in my mind i need a light to show to me witch way to go its too dark in mind and i can not see the road got no one by my side guess im meant to be alone all the pain in my heart is starting to take a tole man I been aching hurting alot look around me and what the fuck do I got a bag full of clothes and a couch as my spot couldn't say I won cause the crap that I lost the thing about me never really gave a dam my mother didnt love me how could I expect them i got alot heart and i wear it on my sleeve i wear just like armor it take the hits for me cause my mother didnt care and my father straight up dipped and the women that i loved really didnt give a shit all the days i gave em love was wasted time i spent these thoughts i keep in mind are eating out my head and fault all of me this is all they ever said