feels like I'm falling down like gravity trying to keep my sanity cos I got people backstabbing me and it's hard specially when it's my family people only wanna know me when there in trouble financially but I've seen the bigger picture thankfully so it's middle finger up I ain't gonna walk of angrily I used to get mad and punch things like Anthony because I couldn't take the mental stress it was agony but that's no longer me I got a new strategy I'm gonna rap these lyrics rapidly cos I just wanna live happily but there's never a happy ever after took away from mumsy at five rejected by my own father but fuck him he was just a wannabe gangster stop with your lies talk and chatter u actor I spent 18 years with no family Dont ask me whats the matter I feel like waving a shank in your face Make u scatter Cos after 18 years i come back to disfuctional people feeling like an outkast got me feeling feeble how is taking away a mothers child fucking legal finding love of my family is like being in a haystack trying to find a needle