#SNMTBA #NobodisBusiness chorus (I never asked to be alone. then again maybe I did. in the ways that I pushed far away anybody who ever came anywhere near. I'm just so tense when getting close. always get stabbed when I'm there. and the chances I take only supply more weapons to the man that lives in the mirror. maybe someday I'll get it right. maybe one day I can breath. but until then I'm sorry for all of the bridges that went up in flames cause of me.) never been one for the crowd. I just get so overwhelmed. sorry bout it, I'm not sorry really. but I'm nodding smiling. tryna make it through the day, I'll be fine if you just get up out my face. heavy sighing cause cause I'm fed with life but not quite set on dying. tryna change the picture but my paint keeps drying up, everytime I go to dip the brush. I've been writing tryna give my mind the sponge. just a little cleansing , let me lighten up. not as bad as I used to be, but far from done. so I find me a rhythm and spark a blunt. get to contemplating like a sadly fuck. not all bad though, just cause the 'lack of' hurts. that's the way you separate the null from worth. without one theres no other, a balanced curse. I just wish most days I was more normal really. sick of feeling like Im not enough. abandoned quick for some sheep looking wolves when all I ever I do is give em love. all they ever get from me is time but all they do to me is break my trust. finding the benefits in all my doubts just to learn that my doubts were actually on to something. chorus (I never asked to be alone. then again maybe I did. in the ways that I pushed far away anybody who ever came anywhere near. I'm just so tense when getting close. always get stabbed when I'm there. and the chances I take only supply more weapons to the man that lives in the mirror. maybe someday I'll get it right. maybe one day I can breath. but until then I'm sorry for all of the bridges that went up in flames cause of me.)