in the beginning there was death/ now im fucking feeling stressed/ everytime i start to look/ its eggshells/ walking on em near my sister/ fucking picture of a perfect family mixing liquor/ i hate that we fight/ but nothing is right/ so keep it inside/and follow your own goddamn advice/ ive had it up to here/ trying to fight back tears/ cuz im sick and tired/ of there fakey smiles/ theyre living in denial/and all the while/ im just a lost soul/cant gain control/ my mind is reaching its overload/ here we go/ i think my sisters doing pills/ watching after my mother/ she charges my dad to help her/ i thought love was free/ and thats the fucking type pf shit that bothers me/im hollow from my sorrows/ god just set me free/im tired of living this way/ something is needing to change/ before i blow out my brains/ and leave the tissue next to cofee stains/my family shows there fangs/ they tell me to stay in my lane/ well fuck that/ im bringing the nut back/fuck ur coldasac/envy greed/ wrath indeed/ let the vultures feed/ i need to time to myself/ cuz nothing seems to help/ but I'm looking at that belt/with suicidal issues/ fucking grab a tisssue/ im tired of being misused/abused in this system waiting/for sober confirmation/ staring at constellations/ you fucking test my patience/ always talking shit/ meanwhile youre bugging bitch/popping pills and shit/ while cleaning up her bandage/your husbands a scumbag/that uses people/ you pushed me to the needle/ fucking evil psycho twit/who u think u messing with/i swear to god/ you hide your purse/ dont want anyone knowing youre abusing perks/probably zanies too/soma coma you/ im tired of eggshells/