Sipping on Jack , James and bean , poured it on the rocks and topped it off with promethazine Syrup ran out and I’m still feeling everything that I want to forget, light a branch of good green Need to let it all out, relax for I get obscene and make a scene , this is a nightmare not a bad dream Drowning out the sorrows caused by low self esteem, last person picked for the team Try to recollect my composure and reflect but last thing I remember was finishing ten shots that I bought topping off another pouring so stiffly Wondering why there’s so many empty bottles of that sour mash whiskey , should’ve known better then taking risks feeling frisky Just about then got them spins and I knew I was tipsy, hand on the wheel doing a hundred and fifty, ran out of road no gears left for shifting broken glass , flying like super man through the front windshield with a full drink in hand Broken leg felt like rubber when I tried to stand Passed out at the wheel from synergy effect Woke up in jail cell, without my personal effects People acting crazy to avoid conflict or get respect Now I’m on a pay phone trying to call collect Hey mom, with all due respect can you call bail bonds and write a check , If she ain’t pick up , I’m gonna gonna have to find a bunk to select Ain’t nobody’s bitch ,so punk go ahead and step People know the name and claim they down for me to get street rep Should never trust a bitch when all she want is that paper you use your time to collect Especially when she gets you speaking in foreign dialects Make you fall fast without packing a chute At least you let her play your skin flute and she swallowed that creme soup Hit the bottom now I’m in need of time to recoup I used to think that she was the one for me But drinking alcohol makes your thought dilute For clean water and a fresh breathe of air there is no substitute Used to think it was the baddest bitch I’d ever meet All it took was one look and smile to bring to my knees But I knew better than to let my gaurd down If it seems too good to be , Then that’s what it is exactly Don’t get caught shitting where you eat an drink Or you might just wake up with shit on your feet Feeling like everything in life is incomplete Wake up with a bad smell in the Air, a sense of despair, forgot to clean it up cuz u don’t care You shit on the sheets , now you loosing sleep Life can get worse before it gets better But seeing you shit where you eat , makes other people not want you taking at the table where enjoy good company. Who left all these muddy tracks on the floor, slippery slopes , got us tripping leave tracks behind that people ain’t missing Anybody who claims that they love you Is only trying to gain your trust to shit on you So they gather emotional ammo And use it to gaslight you then hand you a tissue Then throw you under a moving bus, and say bless you ,so excuse me Leave you high and dry with tears in your eyes Couldn’t see it coming , another broken promise The ones that try to get closest Could be sent to break you mentally and spiritually An attack that can’t be defended so you take the hits completely devastated , left feeling like you the peace of shit,