hey, the church bells are ringing you had me dead, i celebrated my funeral today...yo, there i was, sitting on my knees praying to God he don't make me Pay these fees got all these bitches up in my shit like take a seat can't even be me without you giving heat like tf was i thinkin? there could be permit to commit to something like this? I fell to the ground, said yo God why you hate me so much? I'm so drowned, so frowned, just wanted to pound. a kiss, a miss, a diss, it was all a dish to give to someone else ..how you like my left overs bitch? she yells, in her home she calls something like jail cells.. saying lord just take me tonight I'm sick of feeling so tired when I need to do it all..can't succeed and can't be me without you thinking there should be something between. then she took the knife and prayed one more time but her prayer didn't go through heavens gates this only time..she took.her last breath and said I'm sorry Si, I love you so much. and he nudged my arm, said mama wake up but all I did was take the under cut. left a note...said dress like hoes and smile in the photos smoke weed at my funeral. make it a Celebration I said all the frustration in rotation get a cake and Don't take this as a mistake