this is a happy ever after but always your out it's never happy ever after everybody's just lay down and you'll be all right but soon as you lay down you have your dreams soon as you open your eyes and come alive and it's always made dream and never ever is the right f****** time to be alive but it'll be all right every like everybody else is telling you you just got to suck it up buttercup be you just let you head out you never let anybody tell you down just let it go in here what go any one here and out of the other just sit there and look at them like they're stupid just sit there and say yeah I got you but you never ever let them get between you and what you want to be all right like everybody else wants to be you just got to stop what you doing and do what they want you to do you never get to finish what you want to do now get to finish what they want you to do you have to finish what they want you to be the other finished do everything they want you to f****** do and you never can do what you want to be or could see what you want to f****** do and your life yours going to be ripped down tear down and it feels like your bones just getting ripped out of your body but it's be all right this is how I feel inside but a real okay I can do this day to that basis I can ride to the hearing f****** down grab yourself and everything f****** way people tell you down people manipulate you when people steal your money they're using for your money the people yell at you you always sick but they don't want to sit down and take care of you but when that's sick you sit down and take care of them but then feel like they're all good inside but it will comes down to you you're nothing to them you're just f***** up person tonight you just little play toy this is just literally the most worst f****** feeling in you ever f****** be it's the third draw when you sit there and just be yourself but you never get to see what you want to be you have to be what they want you to be I wish I can just be myself and feel like me but it never f****** works anymore what do I even try why do I even breathe why am I even on this f****** earth