upper or downer life doughter addictive habits dont have it get rabid worsins the bad that it is proud father dont see my kids brain power forgot i been high for hours drunk cant remember how i was injured but i know im sore no more drank i cant think maybe its the weed and not me that stinks crash coarse cash no more girl left smoke meth it wont hurt no more till later come down aggitator hold anger tears major severe here stuck looking in a mirror and dissapear in the vapors got the pot blunts and papers bad decision no precision tension in the air life taker grim dont want to know him im sure down and out depression not pleasent fam wont let me in uts real not pretend lost all i own again blame game it was them not i thought i was to smart till the days went fast and the nights got real dark sittin parked broke down truck and car caught off gaurd again this is how it goes when you living fast on the go this is how life stays when you play the game of dope thi is what it does it holds the gold use to go get but shit no one els has a finger they can lift im bout to flip this day blends with the rest of them i didnt plan to sleep but now im passed out assed out only woke cause cops harrassed cant dream no team just feans no self esteem cant be no where it seems so i just stand in the center watchin how fast the days go how slow the pipes rotation its pull pass you know the way its been getting slim on my weight dippin in so im not alone through this bullshit again bored no friends drugs got me in a no win sacks looking slim low down thats how its been needin a companion but when around cant stand em dirty hands in the dope game its a hoax main cant gain the way it was its not the same dang i cant acheive still wont decieve them