People be asking if im okay but they should know im not fucking okay people be asking if im okay but they should know im not fucking okay people be asking if im okay but they should know im not fucking okay People be asking if im okay but they should know im not fucking okay friends ask if im tryna hang today i wanna be home but i still say okay hospital says my meds will help then why is it still gray Wanna shoot myself in the brain but i wont im too afraid of the pain