My heart shouldnt be as complicated im gonna die alone, i'll probably die alone Body is hurtin, mindset damaged , and my souls all broken, demons are lurkin, im mentally challenged, so its hard to put things in motion, pushin aint workin, heart need fixin ,wheres surgeon, take out this burden before it worsens, build a new version, an upgrade, cause i wanna become a different person Me say you say dont know whos wrong now I play ur way dont know if ill get out I pray u stay, benefit of doubt No way No way, losing myself now Ashanti, ur were nasty, taste like a rat but be looking like candy Pretending, to be friendly, ur all the same, taking us for granted Whats the wholes meaning of true love, cant describe it cause ive never had one Thinking what i felt was real, but it was all a fantasy Brothers that i grew up showed my trust but had no such loyalty Royalty has no meaning, if u cant really make a change, talking no money a better environment for all other race I cant fake it, no way to explain it, my mind has the thoughts but my mouth has no way to say it (ahya) My heart shouldnt be complicated, wheres the love all i get is hatred, black eyed face cold peas to aid it, seen the damage but i never face it, protect u but im easily u wasted, one of me but u say replace it, shared my pain but u dont embrace it, gave us time but you had no patience I share compassion all i get is judgement I need companions not no talking puppets (go high) Asking please, but they go and leave Asking present breathe but the past repeats Snakes moves to the side im gon climb ladder and rise, twist and slide, moonwalk my troubles by, pain torment anger lies, all these stress rumors that ill just die