My story Look this is my story Let me take you back to a time in my life When I didn’t have to worry when I didn’t have to cry biggest fear was being high in the sky When mummy tied my laces When I couldn’t tie a tie When I didn’t have to lie Wanna turn back time Damn this shits changed since pops died Man it’s so mad man it’s taught me a lesson wake up every day living this depression Since he gone man my whole life changed Since he left mana filled w pain Started off in year 8 things got bad First the things w grandpa then I lost my step dad Seeing mummy hurt, seen her change her way, open the bottle drink the pain away 13 now n shits still the same y, man I feel fucked feel a different way. Flashbacks In my mind to this very day, Mind so full but nothing to say, it’s like I’m suicidal but I don’t wanna die. Feel like arina no tears left to cry, Hit year 9 shit got real bad, phone call of nan about my dad. Seeing him lay there broke my heart, want to start again want to restart, all this stuff piling up heavy on my chest but I’m a turner so I know I’ll be the best, my lives like a puzzle or a game of chess, all scrambled up man this shits a mess, I want a mummy that I can flex I want a mummy that I can says the best Yeh she done good but yeh she done bad, everyday talking bad on my dad, blaming laign for it but fuck him too.