this is it im done... can't go on. it hurts to much just gonna go all out here then so listen im so much in pain it hurts im so much in the dirt. every day i fight i dont see the light. im dead and gone alone for etermity this is it for me. its like my eyes are shut Life keeps giving me a upercut. maybe shes right i wont last. cuz what creeps up is my dark past. For so so long i keept strong. but for how long. Theres so much a can take. theres so much times i can play fake. until i brake. everyday i only get by cuz i wake and bake. how many more time well i get by how many. how many more times man how many times last night was my break. she told me everything thing i wanted to hear. but instead it turned to hatred and tears. because how she bretayed me and hurt me i still cant break free i even blame me. i tried so hard but left with hatred pain. now im just alone and insane its like I lost my brain. So i somethinks think that this could be it for me so heavy my life spain could vary. but on contrary well see you on my next down fall so far now i did fall how mamy more how many more times man how many