Duet#1 my step momma always told me I'd be just like my real momma ,pimping out my daughters for some money and dope? nah that can't be me. I was living that my entire life all the way to thirteen. I was down on my knees asking why me? your were supposed to be my momma but you didn't even hold me left me in a whole bunch of dope houses crying for mommy. now you got me asking God if Im even meant to be. and see that's real fucked up to have a person to think that why I am thinking about life when you should be thinking about the way you did me. I know I sound harsh but I am really did you care abt me when I was in that back bedroom screaming mommy. nah you sat there and you laughed yeah you sat there and didn't care you just let them touch me and you let them hurt me. Im asking why , why even have children when there's nothing but hurt I'm just tired of the pain I'm just tired of this life. all this anxiety and feelings I feel up in me thus ain't no love momma this is reality. yeah yeah Duet#2 Anxiety and depression is a loss feeling had it so bad, my personality was peeling but suicidal thoughts swarm my head, I'm not sure if I'm alive or dead. wish I can have a better life than this instead. Praying God for forgiveness and why he made me in this place where I cry everytime I go to bed. Duet#1 this a pain I hope nobody goes through, this a hard life that you gotta pull through. so stay strong in any situation that comes along for you and make situations that are only good for you. yeah