"M y Dysphoria" VERSE 1 as an artist I feel like I've been cursed by a blessing every struggle that I have comes with hardship and a lesson and I'm destined , to. be a better person . If i can shine when it rains , then i can conquer anything Ive been the under dog. and a black sheep, i represent the could haves,the what if's when the fucking pains deep........ fuck friends, i know what love is, Ive got the best bitch my life without her would be pointless. Chorus 1 It never leaves It never leaves it never leaves it never leaves the liquor stores always on the corner theres got to be a better way for me to deal with the pain the liquor store will only bring you trouble VERSE 2 often , it's awful, empty, pockets, the bottom, my coffin, the Boredom, the losses. I caution, it's common, ive forgotten the problem, the gossip, just talking, the greed, more profit . the drips, the faucets, with nowhere, to blossum, I missed, my calling, I'm dead, a fossil. a orphan, alone, the struggle , a meal , those fake, motgerfuckers, playing possum, aren't real. CHORUS VERSE 3 the family , I lost them, our problems , there my fault, Morales, we have em, losses, it happens, grudges, I have none, I'm sorry, I was wrong , 2my dark days, my demons , without you, I beat them, you turned your back when you was needed felt lost, alone ,cold hearted , no home this happened , for a reason can't fathom , , the meaning music is all I have left to believe in XHORUS 3 X2