so tell me what the deal is I want to know for sure I keep bouncing off the walls till I hit the floor kept in check the madness till i cant take no more still im drowning in the malice cant see the shore swimming in the sadness its a habit of an open sore bending of backwards its a pattern i cant take no more telling me im callus yea im heartless that i know for sure im so over anxious paranoia but i still endure i wish that i never met you mainly id be better off devoid of your memory so tell me what your feeling the things i know you hide i keep it open even though i know youve always lied keep your mask from slipping never show whats real i could never know you please believe ive tried to heal splitting me in pieces it increases till your satisfied keep me on a leash down on my knees until im dead inside you said that i had the keys I only need to set aside a thousand fuckin reasons telling me im not qualified i wish that i never met you mainly id be better off devoid of your memory so tell me what you meant when you said we were over but when night starts to fall you still call me over attraction like a magnet pulling a little closer start making love up and down like a roller coaster knowing all your patterns nothing matters but i still want closure flipping through the pages know the stages and the empty spaces recall all the faces and the phases try to keep composure skipping to the chases tie my laces but im still no closer i wish that i never met you mainly id be better off devoid of your memory