yeah there's so much things going on in my head, i need to ask God what the point of living, when u take away someone thats so precious to me my anxiety was claustrophobic, fuck nothing enjoyfull in this planet i don't really understand myself in this wolrd anymore what could we have done, despite the fact that this world full of evil hitting the goal post with full shot, strike no penalty thats why i open up my empty heart and write down this verses why its always hard to believe is just a nightmare its so hard to say but normally life is a bitch i just lose my best friend, rip to frida i hope you make it to heaven, may your soul rest in peace its such a disaster, each times we always lose someone special death why are u taking away our friends, family, love onces what the fuck, i can't put my head straight, bcuz anytime i try to forget it but the memory till reflect, fuck death why did u take away someone that's so much special to me what is the point of this world, its always come and goes fuck I'ma depress, never want to stress myself well!!!... i can't bring back your soul , buh if i knew the way i don't mind to scarifice what i got, alot of dirty mess going on around this world trying to question of God, but it seems his not picking his call God answer me why will u let another soul fall what is the point of living, when everything lead to death fuck ima not happy, so much depth we need to pay, why do we carry the blame of adam and eve, they're the one that ate the apple not us we have struggled so much for there sins our ancestors has proclaim, my mind is claim ,but no sound like the grave lord you're the restoration life, restore the lifes, the devil have taken away from us living 365days on this earth, it lead to finial destination rip to you bro may you fine favour in site of God i love u bro you're always my bro bless you rest in peace