I've been wondering why do I live its like I gotta drive to limits I'm just asking you to stay for five minutes we can go to the movies I'll buy us some tickets and I asked can I get her digits and I'm always gonna give you visits but I still gotta protect my spirits God I ask why life so hard brother said I need a guard why is life so hard I tell her I wanna pull the cord yeah she said that she wanna get married I told her I wanna be buried yeah this is to much pain