I thought Id fkin die but my obsession was a fkin lie my confession tho I tried ... I cried dying in ur arms I put the sky up in your palms truthfully u was using me a muse to me choosing me ...simply to keep abusing me confusing me ...losing me complicated beautifully brutally... precious like jewelry a Jul to me ...so stupidly cupids shots ... glued to me fck a...solar system your the moon to me immunity... yu ruined me. alluded me... heart broken ...u executed me u were ...number #1 but I was number fkin 2 ND three heart locked u threw away the key blatantly...a safe to me fatally... u put yr faith in me gave the sky and space to me embracing me dying interlaced wit me wasted you wouldn't wait for me faithfully ...fate to be hate to see u replacing me but wen I run... Ur never chasing me Russian roulette gun ...always facing me basically .. u...left me undone like the stars ...leaving the sun I thought u were the one... but fuck the one... head spun love struck I'm dead done bleeding love ...mis... lead regrets misread ... needing...u in my head like ...air thro a breathing tube