I'm not used to being alone For years, I had a Queen by my side, always down to ride, burning it up like 2 flames in the night But oh how quickly things can change Tempers flare, and things go insane Left with memories in my brain, until I'm stuck out in the rain, without a dollar to my name In the hospital, knocking on heaven's door questioning what it was all for My heart literally jumping, IV running through my veins And then I got that call, and my life once again changed It was time to go home, and try to start over Maybe the cactus that pricked me was actually a four leaf clover Now I keep pushing to be better than I've ever been The nightmare is over, and now I can live again