My future holds my dreams I just gotta manifest- Got alot on my mind so I'm a get it off my chest- Smoking blunt after blunt trying to cope with the stress- Addicted to these pills damn my life is a mess- Been popped 14 times I should prolly rock a vest- When covid first hit I came so close to death- But I beat that virus yet the story's still sad- Cause covid re upped this time it killed my dad- Prior to that I had to bury my baby sister- And only God knows just how much I miss her- After that the IRS took my home- While I was just trying to raise my two sons on my own- My ex wife used to be my entire world- Sxo many years later I still love that girl- 16 years ago I sat back and cried- Cause 16 years ago on Christmas my momma died I'm manifesting my dreams, working hard towards my goals- Can you tell me what it means, when you lose a part of your soul- I see redemption for me,I won't let nothing stop me- I'm a win watch and see, cause I know God got me- I'm come directly out the bag you can't tell me I ain't fresh- Even tho I took a L I'm responding with my best- As I accept God's will over my own- I understand his one day will my very own throne - I know the faith I hold will remain solid as stone- Cause during my tribulations I am never left alone- So I pray for my sister, only God could fix her- So I pray for my mom, it was her time to move on- So I pray for my dad, God I'm no longer mad- i Can't deny that I still get sad- And on those days I get so damn mad- But as hard as it is to get thru somedays- In my heart I know truly this too will pass oneday- And excuse my language but JB is the shit- Tell the Devil to move aside cause I got that God Drip- I'm manifesting my dreams, working hard towards my goals- Can you tell me what it means, when you lose a part of your soul- I see redemption for me, I won't let nothing stop me- I'm a win watch and see, cause I know God got me- m lpplllllllllllllllppplllllllppppplplplpllppppplppllppllp plot, fttrump, 9