Ever since I was a kid I've had trouble expressing how I feel so when it comes to this rap shit im just gonna keep it real. imma tell yall just how i feel came into the rap game with no skill living in the shadows cause of all my fears people don't even know im here just wanna step in the spot light live in the lime light time for my fight tryna get my rymes just right then I'm taking flight to the top of the charts is where I'm headed Tryna move on from the past I've dreaded. when I was little my mom got beat ever since then Ive tried to keep the peace but anger always got the best of a G wanted everything to get handed to me now I'm grown tryna see the bigger picture Layin in the bed just reading scripture Its hard to believe that god is real Taking people from me its so hard to heal who's to say what is really real I been heavily drinkin and I got to thinkin all my senses have been weakend the back of my brain is where I keep my pain The old me dead and gone away but I'm back and I promise Im gonna stay I wish my family would just get along They really need to squash it and just move on I don't want reasons to write sad songs thats all I'm doing is tryna get along It got to the point I was living in a bong I really miss the fun but its been too long