smth dats all abt ur life staring straight at you but cant find the light at the end of the tunnel people judging me but cant judge themselves but i know i will find a way coz i got nothing to lose walking in my shoes feeling so sad feeling so bad feeling sober thoughts in ma mind makes me want to bind drugs in ma hand feeling so high about to fly but the demons are there watching all ma steps but now i found a way to keep myself trying ma best i got nothing to lose but u now this life isnt fair people that are suppose to be great in life end up down serving people that arent worth it but i just wanna be myself, drug addict, whores and gangsters are rich and influential but all these are crimes but this life is fucked up big time i dont actually believe in love but i do believe in first love yeah coz i gat nothing to lose i got nothing to lose walking in my shoes feeling so sad feeling so bad feeling sober but the demons are there watching all ma steps but now i found a way to keep myself trying ma best i got nothing to lose