Yeah...just wanna let go, want the whole world to know, feeling like I'm free falling, missing when she stopped calling. Waking up everyday, life's hard in every way, hope the rain comes back another day, forgetting what I was supposed to say. Always stuck on the edge of a cliff, now my bones are stiff, feelings hurt more than emotions, saying to myself you'll get through it. Sometimes I feel stressed out, always being left out, all of this anxiety, everyone always pressuring me. [Yeah....just wanna let go, want the whole world to know, feeling like I'm free falling, missing when she stopped calling. She meant the world to me, she got over me that quickly, my pain she never cared for, God I'm knocking at your door.] Yeah I'm begging for help, I don't know if i can trust Myself, I'm hurting yet no one can tell, my life is like a living hell. Gotta stop crying, gotta stop lieing, gotta start trying, gotta start flying. I write my pain and emotion down, yet I'm always having doubts, will I ever be the same? Will I still remember my name? Is life a game? Will my picture still be in a frame? Was I really that dumb? I don't know my brain feels numb. She left me hypnotized, i was ruined by her lies, why did i never realize, me and her forever I would fantasize. I just wanna let go, want the whole world to know, feeling like I'm free falling, missing when she stopped calling. This pain never goes away, it's in my blood it's in my vains, the image of her stuck in my brain, now I'm stuck alone in the rain. I miss her, my life doesn't feel better, stuck in this heavy weather, wishing my life would change. So I never be the same, now I feel like I'm losing my mind, I'm losing track of time, these dark thoughts so sublime.