Real fast does it flash/ That I'm aghast with what I saw from my past/ The sounds of thunder and lightning clash/ And cause a monstrous figure from the shadow I cast/ To be a freak unleashed sent to attack/ When all I wanted to do was relax/ But anxiety had to get ready to bat/ Swinging for the fences like a cat out the bag/ Leaving me dirtier then a three month old dishrag/ And that's sad that I resort to getting mad/ But mostly what I knew in life was always bad/ I hardly knew my mother and I hardly knew my dad/ The ward of the state had me clad/ In the foster system like a dewrag/ With drugs they gave me they played me like a fool had/ Tricking me worse then a hollowed out top hat/ Now word to my mother stop trying to be a diplomat/ When you had your chance, you left me like wet clothes at the laundry mat/ So now as an adult I don't ponder your malicious act/ You're all alone in your own home, now thats too bad/ Now a message to my father who didnt even bother with his oldest kid/ Who he tried to sell to some natives just to get rid/ Never confessed with his mouth but he acts like he never did/ I bet in front of God he'd admit that he did/ At ten years old I told mom I wouldn't go to your funeral and I wouldn't cry/ Twelve years later I still remembered and complied/I was twenty-two when mom came up to me at transit the day you died/ I was high off of meth so my tear ducts were all dry/ And all of my give a fucks deep fried/ Both you and mom spent my whole life convinced neither had lied/ Hiding behind demonic pride deep inside/ I could tell by how the madness looked in both your eyes/ That something wicked took over both of your lifes/ Not gonna lie, it almost took over mine/ Thats why I always sought after clarity of mind/ My Spirit rules over all through my rhymes/ Because I got back breaker lines and an adamantium spine/ Waiting to explode on mankind for running fools errands,/ Who's Karen? Bitch why you staring/ I'm just talking to my friends so don't mind what I'm sharing.