this is the last song ill probably do and if its my last song it should be about you to be honest this reality makes it hard to write the pain of closure knowing its ending tonight it almost feels right the cries of lies despised by time inside the mind of mine is no suprise id die designed by crime to find the light the stars aligned defined climb and the decline one bullet left in the 9 pull the trigger then wish for death one step left like 5 more breaths 6 seconds till im dead no more stress , just rest no blood left all bled white sheets all red wrists slit all dead no more fucked up thoughts in my fucked up head id die for you just like you live for them they learned to share i heard you there thought u were just mine but youre mine and theirs nobody fuckin cares prolly do a dime in a box yall forget i was ever there the blood drips the buzz hits feelin like fuck this how the fuck did i become this cant trust my fuckin family how the fuck could i trust friends? whos that ? and that ? oh let me guess they were just friends , until i get locked up guess i know where u been its crazy to play me lok