the final chapter conclusion my mini story time series "my rap sheet blues" pt1&2 on my profile if you follow the entire story. my personal favorite is pt 1 tbh read description BEFORE Judgment the beat is solely for back ambiance sound. yes I know that makes it difficult to properly judge my bars and possibly my delivery. but I did slightly kinda sync the track to my words. very loosely this is a completely different musical project then what my normal content is but I wanted to do something nobody probably done its 100% unscripted real life events straight from my mouth to the mic. this mini storytime series is intended for entertaining purposes only. and to provide a brief glimpse into my life. I wanted to create a new musical project that was in a style that I haven't already done before at least on this app. and storytime was the creative genius outcome. if youre bored and wanna hear juicy gossip take a take a trip down memory lane with me to enjoy a nice story along the way I promise the events I speak on are far from average and I definitely was out living like I was limitless and above consequences. but you you'd probably untouchable tow if you were a highly functional drunk for straight 2 years liquor really takes away fear guilt or any remorse one mighty feel being shitty nothing applied to me directly it was someones else fault responsibility. .nothing applied to me for the choices reckless choices i made to now being able to appreciate what now has grown me from darker days all the way up to present day I'm 29 and I'm finally ready to live my life embrace the person im growing. into "real" adult chapter when I'm 30 you're mental like a teenager in your 20's its your time to make mistakes and have fun explore new things try new stuff fuck shit up ALOT of what happened to me was bad luck bad timing bad decisions and lack of personal restraint. 2-3 years I was drinking so much I could tolerate like 4-5 times more than the measly point .08 I was blowing hot like 3.68 that's an actual number I got for a random drug and alcohol screening cause this hating ass bih was tryna get back at me for taking her promotion. so shed told the boss I was high off marijuana. joke was on them I was swasted and feeling really nice so I didn't care that I got fired nor did I care that they made walk home because they wouldn't let me drive my vehicle off the lot. she said I high off weed. nooo no no I comfortably swasted off the sauce but you couldn't tell by talking to me because my tolerance was too heavy. i was drinking on average everyday i think around 3-6 bottles of liquor a day any from MD 20/20 to top tier scotchs and brandy's. megregors scottish whiskey definitely got drunker than Irish bar fly needless to say I share all this raw a look into my life because after all years repeating the mistakes. you eventually reach a point where meet a cross roads one way is to success and the other choice was death the hard lessons I had to learn over and again was much needed to actually drill the change into my brain and register each of the life lessons. I was very shitty person to alot of people in my past that I would love the opportunity to reintroduce myself. as Im living proof people can truly learn from their mistakes become a better person and a decent member of society. I am an aspiring life coach so my job is literally helping people get the success they can out life. I help to get them to grow is not their best self. like the person they only dreamed of becoming. is now a possibility. 2nd chances aren't always deserved but knowing me back then I no longer would know who that even is anymore because I've grown out of my struggles like a rose steaming out of the concrete. thanks for listening and thanks for choosing to share brief look into a piece of my life.