june second felt like 7 years i was 11 steps away from my heaven i was missing you so much i was projecting. paragraph texting. only got your time for 5 seconds. you put m in iss it cant talk to you ir jake cause i always have a fear of who might visit. emotions have gone away took a boat to the pacific. my whole world has shifted. like a upper cut to the stomach bewinded. love sickeness. vindictive. i miss it i miss it. i give it more than 7 years 11 hours and 2 minutes. you texted me out of spit and utter quickness to say jake helped you with your car business. but not respond. till November 22 your love is hyrogliphics. i got pyro physic's i dont burn the bridges. one day you might change your mind and visit. like jake and lexi do. tegan is getting big playing foot ball in high school. good to see he get a chance to be better than his dad. only reason i say that is cause my left me in an adoption center and never came back my moms came back to collect a check abd avoid the tax. i keeep tabs on em it worse to have no mother or father