there's not much to do here   left to my own devices I'm confronted by my mortality\ ignorin all advises i decided to face the reality\ that life is fleeting and go .narcissistic.\ this life is devoid of meaning and go .nihilistic.\   this egotistical thoughts inside my head\ persists in an infinite loop until I'm dead, left nothing unsaid\ and as i float on the voids of nothingness,\ trapped in my own subconscious, I feel these walls are closing fast\~   wrapped in absolute darkness, hollow mind what's left of my senses\ losin control devolved into madness, a sliver of light has descended\ I opened my eyes but I can't recognize all these fuckin faces\~ there has to be a way for me to get outta place, before I go bat shit crazy.\   is this the ether where all the motherfuckin sinners go?\~ sold my soul to the devil unbelievin all the shit I've been told\ all those myth 's i've been sold. all them bitch come in gold.\ never expected to be in the trenches while this shit starts to unfold.\ yeah