i been goun from my purpus i need what i need and i need my baby but god im sorry i must be losing tuch and i try to stay in the right so You no why i die inside the love You feel for me god You would never turn your back guss nolage is what i lacked cus i did i seem forget every time i sin it hurt You so bad you sent jesus to the cross what so i can do this the sorow i feel and youll never turn your back im your lost sheep why do i run away when your trying to help me these sins been in me sence i was kid the reality no ones excluded from the stugul some try to hide it but i will not hide ill stand and fight i swar one day ill stand in your light you understand its hard sometimes its easer to stay comfortable in the rong when im tiered well ill push harder ill fight with all my might to stand as close as i can to you no one will no my pain only god can see words can't explain my pain and i wasted haff my life not for no reason my hart bleeds when i don't chace what i need some chace puseshions wile thay do i wont be a fool i chace my pupuse i see the evil i see good to but very few rilly come to you i see the ugly picture of the world are seeds are binging posioned the worlds fucher is bleak but the choosen few will be saved so hear i come back to you im in ruins with out you so haray lets all prase his holy name with god we will overcome all obstacles pais Jesus forever