2019 I felt like I was on pills I went downhill My music dropped Now it feels like I’m on top I love motions Then I start coasting When we get to the moment I get in my emotions I start thinking about life and where I tried To make you hold At some point ima die I only got 1 life I only got 1 life to live So I better make it the best one I’ve ever been Going insane I’ma still go out there in pain I don’t care about what the doctors say I rhyme like this But i wanna rhyme that I shine like this But I wanna shine that I told my dad That I was gonna be the greatest He didn’t believe it He thought I was crazy He was the guy doubt me Now he’s the guy who is proud of me People were saying it was looking a lot like Christmas But it wasn’t even thanksgiving