Dear mama I miss you I wonder where you are I’m struggling in life from the pain cause I’m scarred not knowing where you are not knowing whether your well not knowing if your tricking out doping or in jail but I still try to keep a good head on my shoulders even though this pain gets up tight and tight like a boulder and I still try to do the best for my sister even if it’s only a hug or a few measly kisses and she’s growled up to be such a beautiful girl every time I see her it just brightens up my world and if you were you could see it just give it a swirl and watch her love wrap around like a necklace and pearls and she misses you a lot more than she thinks one moment your there then your gone in a blink and me I don’t know what to say I don’t know whether to keep my love or give it away but hay I’m a keep it for through the ups and the downs my love for you will always stay true through the good and the bad and the right and the wrongs my love for you it’ll always stay strong and I never put no one before ya I just want you to know that that’s why I’m writing this letter to ya soul that know matter what trials and tribulations I sow to my soul I never let you so I’m here to let you know that