(btktrell) I'm tryna keep a straight face tryna keep the same pace tryna keep the same grace trying not to retrace my mind like a fireplace I feel like a disgrace trying to erase my past cause you know its fake I wish it was in a lake something so far and deep just so I can finally sleep but it's still something I'm tryna reach so listen to what I have to preach it's gonna be a big leap but you know we all gotta eat I feel like I'm elite we all know I'm not finna flee since my ma last kid it's only been us three we never really had a real fancy Christmas tree I remember when I was five years old a man once said to me steal all you can with yo eyes and yo ears and as I go older I started lookin towards my peers now I'm starting to think abt careers and I know in the end everything disappears so I think it's time I started switching gears