I keep having this dream I wake up in a dark place So dark I can't see my hand in front of my face And then I realize I have no hand to hold in its place And my soul feels trapped like it's the end of my days I start to panic did I die over night I look all around I'm haunted by the lack of the light I ask myself did I not live my life right Did I not know the son did I lose this fight I wake up hand clinching my chest Heart beating pulse screaming drenched in cold sweat My wife laying next to me my sons in my bed Now it's time to go to work forget relaying my head This nightmare I relive and I live it most nights Every day I wake up is another chance at my life So every day I breath it's like I'm starting all over So Move out my way satan I'm going to run you smooth over You should have killed me when you had me You had your chance But I now i belong to another now ill take my stance And what you failed to do when you set me on fire He's going to use to torch the world and expose you as a liar See these nightmares are from my darkest of days When I od'd on fake weed and my soul slipped away And I watched my king on the cross bleeding out as he paid And I woke up from that nightmare that I still dream to this day But God I pray you don't take that away But leave it in me to motivate and pave me a way Give those nights purpose and let my soul have meaning Even if I'm scared every night that I drift off dreaming At least I'm believing and I won't give in With these dreams They say I'm crazy and I don't fit in But if you listen to my words as I wage war with all sin It's the word that was God and by the word that we win