we all wasted the best versions of ourselves on someone who didn't give a single fuck .. Sometimes I miss you.... Then I remember the shit you put me through & Im like, "Fuck this shit" .. love him, I still do. But I am no.. longer "in love" with him. We made memories, we had great times, things that won't ever be erased from my mind or his. But when to much damage has been done it's time to say goodbye. Time to agree we tried to put the pieces of our lives back together & they no longer fit as one. It doesn't mean I wish him pain or sadness, I wish him all the best. Someday he will find a girl and love will hit him once again, I pray he treats her right & not make the mistake he made with me again. The heart ache will always be there, of what we could have been... But I know it's better off this way because were both smiling & back to frie fo? where we began. <hope you remember what we went through. I hope u remember everything we were. All those texts and i love you more fights. I hope you know those meant everything to me. You were the reason i got up out of bed to check my phone and see if you texted. The reason i would laugh non stop and keep smiling. The reason i ever even believed in myself. You gave me confidence you have me happiness and most importantly you gave me love. Now for once im not typing an "i miss you paragraph". No. Im typing a thank you paragraph. Thank you for the best 2 months of my life. Thank you for all the memories that i have now. And thank you for showing me who i am and who i can be. I love you. I still haven't stopped loving you. You have become a memory now and not a wish. I hope u think of me and you remember how badly i cared. Im sorry we didnt work out. But i am so glad we had the chance to be in love. And i hope u think of me and u regret walking out. You can come back, but its over. At least for as long as i think. But still. Thank u for showing me who i can truly be with or without you. I will never forget u. As u were my bestfriend and my everything. I loved u like i didnt love anything else.I hope u live a good life.you wont read this, Bye