ya I been thinking life's a dull glow started blinking water so deep I'm sinking down so I been drinking life Flys by while I'm blinking invisible to say least so much pain I'm day dreaming a ghost I can't be seen an always away grinding come home late you is tweaking my life is a reality show hiding in the bathroom smoking dro how far can I throw all my pain and sorrows into the road the way she goes wake up late stub my toes no clean clothes just a mess I am without thinking wish I was absent minded to make me blinded to this life it's childish paycheck to paycheck the real struggle yall be lying get rich while we all dying what great timing real life shit out of touch I'm grounded work my ass of breaking even so astounding float away my spirits gone so broken reputation mistaken problems that were faced with hot to the touch put me down use it as motivation I'm strong the shit I've done so far mistakes learned from the same paces hopefully I'm in good graces ima need a lane shift shift into space gifted spirit takes shape as my body swell bottom of a late forgotten mistaken tempted with frustration I'm free dedication can't be fake with ways you are chasing dreams float away an stuck in this world just waiting started raining they start blaming down with the ship I'm capitan well deserved peace come at a price no more stress no more raging need a break forever waiting nothing in a basket so creative