TheLonlyGrunt  6 Silence complete November, 7 2022 • Written by TheLonlyGrunt --:-- Lyrics: What is this feeling She's been cheating My hearts beating I'm not breathing Preaching but not believing I'm still dreaming   Working every day To stay alive today To provide for my family This gravity is insanity I'm falling, failing panting Out of breath weak flesh On the the verge of death Someone hear me Free me for these shackles You were supposed to support my battles But you betrayed me   Everything I did was for my daughter I endured your emotional slaughter I thought I was stronger But being with you was horror   Silence I don't know what I'm supposed to do True I'm supposed to pull through I'm a man but I don't know   I want silence I live in the dead of night Oblivious to the demons in sight In absence of the light despite The silence keeping me up at night I dontl understamd I'm trapped and I'm damned Just leave me alone I know where you stand I know what the voices demand. DID YOU HEAR WHAT I SAID The voices in my head want me dead Rack the slide back put a bullet in my head   Empty words and empty promises From voices that are anonymous This empty pit is bottomless a soldier without a cause a superstar without an entourage Nobody wants to see the signs read between the lines   What is this feeling She's been cheating My hearts beating I'm not breathing Preaching but not believing I'm still dreaming What do I want......I don't know But I will tomorrow   How do i stop this feeling The pain inside is deepening My hearts suffering im sufficating Lost in the past im remanicing I cant stop the time my clocks ticking On my knees praying the sadest songs playing I need help i cant control the cards i was delt Im soul searching hearts bleeding Im bearly breathing on the verge of breaking And my souls fading i dont even want to know What im contemplating. Tip toe............. through the window Looking down at the ground below   I'm not breathing Preaching but not believing I'm still dreaming......... But now I have Silence