I live in the dead of night Oblivious to the demons in sight In absence of the light despite The silence keeping me up at night I dont expect you to understand Just know that I'm damned Just leave me alone I know where you stand I know what the voices demand. The voices in my head They Want me dead They want my brain full of lead There screaming so loud Its rattling my brain I can feel my energy drain My boys ask my why I'm sad It's an everyday thing Bitch I just want silence I want to look up to god for guidance It's time to fight for independence Time fight for acceptance Time to gain my confidence Bitch I just want silence I'm ready for the consequence Bring on the apocalypse The demons against me Will understand there incompetence I will fight they think me weak I promise it's just a stereotype It's not over till I'm dead I'll promise you I'll come out ahead Cause I'm not giving up Starting to build myself up Beginning to redevelop My soul is an investment I have no resentment Now I'm independent Mr superintendent My mind is finally silent the voices our a tyrant a migrant in my own head.