I'm screaming in silent I'm in pain but I'm still smiling My heart is bleeding it's slowly dying My eyes is close my heart is crying Finding love I'm giving up I'm not trying to cuff I'm not giving a fuck fuck love I don't trust After this heartbreak it's hard to adjust My heart is starting to rust one more break in it's going to crumble into dust I don't understand my love was never pretend I didn't want it to end I did what I can As a man as a gentleman as a lover as a friend Going our separate ways was never my plan It was a dream to put a ring on that left hand You was my girlfriend I was your boyfriend I want you to be my wife for life that's right I wanted to be your husband I wanted a family some kids not to mention Our life together it shouldn't be finished My heart waits and seeks for you it's like we got unfinished business I'm so in love with you God is my witness I'm not perfect nobody isn't I'm only perfect in my own image