Oh my god, I hope its not too late... please god tell me that Im still alive? Im so sorry that I didnt see, Im so sorry that I couldn't be now its all too late for me... this is it isnt it? Forever in the darkness. forever alone..... Forgive me lord, how could I be so wrong... I............ never thought that I was near.... the end Why........... did this have to be right here.... when I was just making up when I was just making amenes when I thought that everything was going so well... oh how I was wrong! my family..... my friends ........ nobody but me.......